woman

i love women.
they are beauty.
i love men.
whose sweat makes me weak.
i love art & music & dance
even when simple
can breathe life in me.

i love me.
for once
and fear
in him
it sets.

she'd run away
lie
hurt me
thoughts
create stress.

and is this just a relationship test?
or a message from god to go and know of worth...
and what real happiness is.
let go of destructive partners...
let them swim
or sink deep down...

and my heart beats still?