acronyms

bdd, cbt...
repetition.
representing
a thought within a thought.

where is the
road to salvation?

SEARCH
for the
support system...
life's hidden fruit...
juices flowing from the compound
sweetness
from the vine.
man and woman,
unity divine.


bdd...cbt.
if there's a cure
remind me to tell mother,
whom i'm thankful for.

something to UN-cover thy reflecting glass?
a captured moment
something safe
for the picture frame.


found it hard
to believe
that others lack
this ailment hidden
paralysis of the track.


and so i run
running
from myself and
thought.

fill me up
with love...
and thyself true.


obessessing.
obessession
obsess
is it ever enough
to analyze a line of age
is death to oneself.

crashing cognitive waves
white pills blur the days...
mundane madness.

anger!

depending on
a routine system...
for control
i doth lack.

abuse
tongue and cheek
yoga
running
painting
music

distractions
without the will to sleep.


disgust it's only constant
led to negative talk
from my own lips
and heard again...
repeating the thought.